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Gnostic State

by Gassed Up

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1.
Summoning Murmur
2.
Pain Resides 03:05
Gassed Up PCHC Live my life in the Gnostic state One point, one pace So this is what life’s all about? I’ve had nothing but shit shovelled in my mouth I can’t escape, I have to keep my head down Stay strong, I must hold up, not let down I don’t know how to cope, but my spirit is growing Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going The bad hand I was dealt just isn’t adding up Somebody throw me a life belt In the depths I am stuck All of the pain Caused by events for which I was not to blame Am I insane? From all of the anguish and hatred I’ve gained I must believe That I have the strength to push on through the tress Both hands will seize The feelings I have to control this disease Live my life in the Gnostic state One point, one pace I don’t know how to cope, but my spirit is growing Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going The bad hand I was dealt just isn’t adding up Somebody throw me a life belt In the depths I am stuck These scars have made me powerful Here I feel I’m invincible Shattered, the terror, standing tall Now I know what my life is for Nothing in my way can stop me, never I’m a one man wrecking ball Solid as steel I am Breaking off the chains of my former suffering Tearing through my shackles now Solid as steel I am Break through the trees with my mortal aggression My curse has been lifted, my anguish will lessen Facing my demons and powering through All this madness has caused me to shape what I knew into something I know As I take back control and put fire in my soul I am pain
3.
As I slip into this Gnostic state Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away I feel nothing of my caustic pain Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins I’ve been feeling distant and I’m not sure if you’ve noticed Cause I have irrational anxiety, neurosis Now Chaos Magic’s got my mentality focused No more metaphorical consumption of the lotus Sigil in hand, I shut my eyes, I am the closest To becoming thoughtless, shed my skin as does a locust The barren wasteland in my mind now filled with roses As my eyes roll back, I slip into this state of Gnosis My thoughts and heartbeat slow I feel I’m starting to take control I find a calm deep in my soul Finally whole As I slip into this Gnostic state Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away I feel nothing of my caustic pain Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins I filter my conscious mind and leave all of my worries behind My brain can no longer align the chaos I wish to design The shadow, the wise old man I see where it all began No longer a follower No longer Here in this Gnostic state I see where it all began and where it ends There is a light at the end of the tunnel No misery I keep my thought quality in check Mind is free from psychological rubble When I am here I’m keeping both of my feet on deck I use this strictly for my mental preservation Replace the panic, now a form of meditation It doesn’t work with complicated medication Use affirmations overcoming my frustrations I feel so alive I feel I am revived The storm is over Deep inside Halcyon Divine
4.
Insomniac 03:02
I can't sleep, it's something visceral My mind creeps on all things trivial Tossing and turning I just can't get the rest My body needs, my daily life is a mess When will it end? It feels like ants in my blood (in my blood) Three days of hell Should I be turning to drugs? The clock is ticking Can't stand the clicking The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking So tired of living It's unforgiving Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving The awful things that I have done and have said plow through my mind while I am locked in this bed Crisis in existential form, I feel dead The same old song keeps running on through my head I'm an insomniac, megalomaniac I lost my mind and now I want my fucking body back The sun rises, can't get that darkness back Continual flash backs All night one panic attack The clock is ticking Can't stand the clicking The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking So tired of living It's unforgiving Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving When will it end? It feels like bleach in my blood (in my blood) Three weeks of hell, I have to turn to the drugs How long can I deal with this night after night? Hallucinations from the deprivation in my eyes Torturing slowly I just want to end my life My sanity is fading, I'm on the edge of a knife Demons creeping, fitful sleeping Am I conscious, am I dreaming? Someone save me from this nightmare Evil thoughts, my dark mind sweeping Sweating, shaking, thoughts are racing For the sleep this endless chasing Into dust my body's wasting I can't get no sleep
5.
We bring the pain, you cannot surpass Time for ignition, cause we are the gas (the fucking gas) Grab your baggies, grab your shot glass We rise above, we’re in our own fucking class It’s time to dig a hole It’s time to fucking snap It’s time to burn them all It’s time to take it back We gonna shell shell down, take over this shit Stand up against us and your wig’s getting split Too many man wanna chat shit about Dank Cause I spit sick shit and man chat wank I shell down like a Sherman tank Big Dank pass by and your shit get sank Been gone but I’m back on the case man Still fresh but I been on the cake stand Lost a few inches off the waistband But I still will kill bills for days man Some act like nobody rates Dan Cause you know I smash shit like baked sand See me and they still wanna shake hands Talk behind my back like a wasteman No way I’m everywhere like new blue But now I’m infused with less booze Doin’ moves now I train like choo choos While you post weak tunes on Youtube More soul than a pair of new shoes Dudes don’t get it twisted or confused Don’t matter who’s on the ones and twoes Mics get bruised with a style like Wushu’s Bam! I’m on the set like “where did he?” Slam on the track, Big D mash it up Tunes get merked on a set like “where did he?” There, did you hear I’m back with a lot Bars come down like a storm full of hail Never fail when I do this, shit goes off Ten tonne droppin’ on your minds from a great height Fight if you want but heads comin’ off Don’t think you’re bad in your Gucci tracksuit Dark alleyway man might jack you Won’t replace the beef with jackfruit Jack all your stacks and blaze a big fat zoot Nike TNs don’t make you a bad man That gold chain don’t make you a bad man Strip off the lot Big D is a mad man Lick two shots make a man do the cancan Bam bam like bigalow Catch man ripping up bars in a grime show Nobody gonna chat better than me So you better get a grip if you step don’t tiptoe Real though if you wanna test Big D Bring full crew cause I’m gonna go sick G Older but I never forget my roots If you step on my toes, I can switch realy quickly What
6.
Wrap the noose around my neck I don’t wanna be here anymore Thoughts are loose and not in check I’ll put you at the fucking steps of death’s door What you have done has stolen my faith You put me in a place I never wanted to be I feel like fucking self-destructing Living in self-hatred permanently 8 years along and I still try to comprehend Betrayal of trust, I lost my family, a friend Further into grief, down the spiral I descend Why did this life I loved and cherished have to end? I’ll never be the same from the cradle to the grave I’ll never get the happiness that I crave I’ll never get the comfort back I’ll never feel the same I’ll always have to fight the sorrow every single day You took the love away from me, you left me in the cold If I don’t end it all, I’ll feel it ‘til I’m grey and old But yet I keep on grinding on the truth be told I’ll always feel the fire burning deep in my soul You left me and my family bleeding The pain you caused is never receding Always feeling a wanting and needing I’ll tear your fucking hear out and eat it while it’s beating Don’t know what I will do with this For this sin there will be no forgiveness I’ll have to fight to end this sickness If I catch you I feel sorry for the witness I’ve had enough of chasing my tail Trying to understand what you have done So many lives that could have ceased this day Why did you have to go and take this one? You took her life but you’ll never take her memory I won’t forget the day my friend became my enemy I’ll make you feel the pain I felt I want to make you hurt I won’t stop until you’re dead in the fucking dirt I’ve spent all these years living in misery Feeling like I lost the most important part of me Living with your guilt that just isn’t enough You’ve been the judge by the jury but I’m the executioner You piece of shit, you’ll never find forgiveness When I stand over your grave I’ll finally be at peace You mother fucker, burn in hell Motherfucker burn in hell
7.
Chaos Magic 04:44
Breathe, through the motions Let the mind strip A sea of skeletons Into the mouth I slip To be judged and measured right This moral compass realigned Navigating from dark to light No longer blind When things are getting too much to take I need to get away and find an escape I need to pull life's emergency brake Disappear into my inner mindscape When my body is weak and it shakes I can't stand or bear being awake I let the warm glow overtake Now I am free from the cold heartache All the thoughts that are defective turn into shapes that are non-objective I lose myself in the introspective In my own mind's bubble, protected Floating in space (ascend) I see my own face (distant) I smile, outstretched hand (reaching) Now I understand Madness take me away I need something to numb it all When I bleed slowly taken away I recede My passage out, you cannot impede I disappear into higher planes of existence, my thoughts are trained On nothing, but a mind unstained Colours floating in my eyes, psyche unchained Now I feel it Lost inside the reaches of my mind I can see it Psychedelia flashing in my eyes Don't ever wanna return when I'm gone Contact with nothing and no-one Lost forever I fall in this cauldron To this psychedelic concoction Floating in space (ascend) I see my own face (distant) I smile, outstretched hand (reaching) Now I understand Black and white Cutting clean Stood there in front of me A name on a stone Blood to bleed Coming clean Is this how I go? Fate of the unknown One point, one pace Stood there in front of me One point, one pace The reaper waits

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Gassed Up's second EP titled "Gnostic State".

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released September 27, 2019

Written and Recorded by Gassed Up
Mixed and Mastered by Simone Pietreforte of Divergent Studios
Guest Vocals Performed by Harry Rule of God Complex and Dan Hounslow of Depravity
Artwork by Mosa Eye Designs

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Los Cabos Drumsticks

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Gassed Up Preston, UK

Hardcore/Grime
Preston, UK
Management: jonathan@elicitmusic.com
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