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Summoning Murmur
02:11
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Summoning Murmur
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Pain Resides
03:05
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Gassed Up
PCHC
Live my life in the Gnostic state
One point, one pace
So this is what life’s all about?
I’ve had nothing but shit shovelled in my mouth
I can’t escape, I have to keep my head down
Stay strong, I must hold up, not let down
I don’t know how to cope, but my spirit is growing
Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going
The bad hand I was dealt just isn’t adding up
Somebody throw me a life belt
In the depths I am stuck
All of the pain
Caused by events for which I was not to blame
Am I insane?
From all of the anguish and hatred I’ve gained
I must believe
That I have the strength to push on through the tress
Both hands will seize
The feelings I have to control this disease
Live my life in the Gnostic state
One point, one pace
I don’t know how to cope, but my spirit is growing
Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going
The bad hand I was dealt just isn’t adding up
Somebody throw me a life belt
In the depths I am stuck
These scars have made me powerful
Here I feel I’m invincible
Shattered, the terror, standing tall
Now I know what my life is for
Nothing in my way can stop me, never
I’m a one man wrecking ball
Solid as steel I am
Breaking off the chains of my former suffering
Tearing through my shackles now
Solid as steel I am
Break through the trees with my mortal aggression
My curse has been lifted, my anguish will lessen
Facing my demons and powering through
All this madness has caused me to shape what I knew into something I know
As I take back control and put fire in my soul I am pain
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As I slip into this Gnostic state
Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away
I feel nothing of my caustic pain
Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins
I’ve been feeling distant and I’m not sure if you’ve noticed
Cause I have irrational anxiety, neurosis
Now Chaos Magic’s got my mentality focused
No more metaphorical consumption of the lotus
Sigil in hand, I shut my eyes, I am the closest
To becoming thoughtless, shed my skin as does a locust
The barren wasteland in my mind now filled with roses
As my eyes roll back, I slip into this state of Gnosis
My thoughts and heartbeat slow
I feel I’m starting to take control
I find a calm deep in my soul
Finally whole
As I slip into this Gnostic state
Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away
I feel nothing of my caustic pain
Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins
I filter my conscious mind and leave all of my worries behind
My brain can no longer align the chaos I wish to design
The shadow, the wise old man
I see where it all began
No longer a follower
No longer
Here in this Gnostic state
I see where it all began and where it ends
There is a light at the end of the tunnel
No misery I keep my thought quality in check
Mind is free from psychological rubble
When I am here I’m keeping both of my feet on deck
I use this strictly for my mental preservation
Replace the panic, now a form of meditation
It doesn’t work with complicated medication
Use affirmations overcoming my frustrations
I feel so alive
I feel I am revived
The storm is over
Deep inside
Halcyon
Divine
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Insomniac
03:02
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I can't sleep, it's something visceral
My mind creeps on all things trivial
Tossing and turning I just can't get the rest
My body needs, my daily life is a mess
When will it end?
It feels like ants in my blood (in my blood)
Three days of hell
Should I be turning to drugs?
The clock is ticking
Can't stand the clicking
The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking
So tired of living
It's unforgiving
Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving
The awful things that I have done and have said plow through my mind while I am locked in this bed
Crisis in existential form, I feel dead
The same old song keeps running on through my head
I'm an insomniac, megalomaniac
I lost my mind and now I want my fucking body back
The sun rises, can't get that darkness back
Continual flash backs
All night one panic attack
The clock is ticking
Can't stand the clicking
The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking
So tired of living
It's unforgiving
Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving
When will it end?
It feels like bleach in my blood (in my blood)
Three weeks of hell, I have to turn to the drugs
How long can I deal with this night after night?
Hallucinations from the deprivation in my eyes
Torturing slowly I just want to end my life
My sanity is fading, I'm on the edge of a knife
Demons creeping, fitful sleeping
Am I conscious, am I dreaming?
Someone save me from this nightmare
Evil thoughts, my dark mind sweeping
Sweating, shaking, thoughts are racing
For the sleep this endless chasing
Into dust my body's wasting
I can't get no sleep
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Shell Down Pt. 2
02:45
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We bring the pain, you cannot surpass
Time for ignition, cause we are the gas (the fucking gas)
Grab your baggies, grab your shot glass
We rise above, we’re in our own fucking class
It’s time to dig a hole
It’s time to fucking snap
It’s time to burn them all
It’s time to take it back
We gonna shell shell down, take over this shit
Stand up against us and your wig’s getting split
Too many man wanna chat shit about Dank
Cause I spit sick shit and man chat wank
I shell down like a Sherman tank
Big Dank pass by and your shit get sank
Been gone but I’m back on the case man
Still fresh but I been on the cake stand
Lost a few inches off the waistband
But I still will kill bills for days man
Some act like nobody rates Dan
Cause you know I smash shit like baked sand
See me and they still wanna shake hands
Talk behind my back like a wasteman
No way I’m everywhere like new blue
But now I’m infused with less booze
Doin’ moves now I train like choo choos
While you post weak tunes on Youtube
More soul than a pair of new shoes
Dudes don’t get it twisted or confused
Don’t matter who’s on the ones and twoes
Mics get bruised with a style like Wushu’s
Bam! I’m on the set like “where did he?”
Slam on the track, Big D mash it up
Tunes get merked on a set like “where did he?”
There, did you hear I’m back with a lot
Bars come down like a storm full of hail
Never fail when I do this, shit goes off
Ten tonne droppin’ on your minds from a great height
Fight if you want but heads comin’ off
Don’t think you’re bad in your Gucci tracksuit
Dark alleyway man might jack you
Won’t replace the beef with jackfruit
Jack all your stacks and blaze a big fat zoot
Nike TNs don’t make you a bad man
That gold chain don’t make you a bad man
Strip off the lot Big D is a mad man
Lick two shots make a man do the cancan
Bam bam like bigalow
Catch man ripping up bars in a grime show
Nobody gonna chat better than me
So you better get a grip if you step don’t tiptoe
Real though if you wanna test Big D
Bring full crew cause I’m gonna go sick G
Older but I never forget my roots
If you step on my toes, I can switch realy quickly
What
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Wrap the noose around my neck
I don’t wanna be here anymore
Thoughts are loose and not in check
I’ll put you at the fucking steps of death’s door
What you have done has stolen my faith
You put me in a place I never wanted to be
I feel like fucking self-destructing
Living in self-hatred permanently
8 years along and I still try to comprehend
Betrayal of trust, I lost my family, a friend
Further into grief, down the spiral I descend
Why did this life I loved and cherished have to end?
I’ll never be the same from the cradle to the grave
I’ll never get the happiness that I crave
I’ll never get the comfort back
I’ll never feel the same
I’ll always have to fight the sorrow every single day
You took the love away from me, you left me in the cold
If I don’t end it all, I’ll feel it ‘til I’m grey and old
But yet I keep on grinding on the truth be told
I’ll always feel the fire burning deep in my soul
You left me and my family bleeding
The pain you caused is never receding
Always feeling a wanting and needing
I’ll tear your fucking hear out and eat it while it’s beating
Don’t know what I will do with this
For this sin there will be no forgiveness
I’ll have to fight to end this sickness
If I catch you I feel sorry for the witness
I’ve had enough of chasing my tail
Trying to understand what you have done
So many lives that could have ceased this day
Why did you have to go and take this one?
You took her life but you’ll never take her memory
I won’t forget the day my friend became my enemy
I’ll make you feel the pain I felt
I want to make you hurt
I won’t stop until you’re dead in the fucking dirt
I’ve spent all these years living in misery
Feeling like I lost the most important part of me
Living with your guilt that just isn’t enough
You’ve been the judge by the jury but I’m the executioner
You piece of shit, you’ll never find forgiveness
When I stand over your grave I’ll finally be at peace
You mother fucker, burn in hell
Motherfucker burn in hell
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Chaos Magic
04:44
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Breathe, through the motions
Let the mind strip
A sea of skeletons
Into the mouth I slip
To be judged and measured right
This moral compass realigned
Navigating from dark to light
No longer blind
When things are getting too much to take
I need to get away and find an escape
I need to pull life's emergency brake
Disappear into my inner mindscape
When my body is weak and it shakes
I can't stand or bear being awake
I let the warm glow overtake
Now I am free from the cold heartache
All the thoughts that are defective turn into shapes that are non-objective
I lose myself in the introspective
In my own mind's bubble, protected
Floating in space (ascend)
I see my own face (distant)
I smile, outstretched hand (reaching)
Now I understand
Madness take me away
I need something to numb it all
When I bleed slowly taken away
I recede
My passage out, you cannot impede
I disappear into higher planes of existence, my thoughts are trained
On nothing, but a mind unstained
Colours floating in my eyes, psyche unchained
Now I feel it
Lost inside the reaches of my mind
I can see it
Psychedelia flashing in my eyes
Don't ever wanna return when I'm gone
Contact with nothing and no-one
Lost forever I fall in this cauldron
To this psychedelic concoction
Floating in space (ascend)
I see my own face (distant)
I smile, outstretched hand (reaching)
Now I understand
Black and white
Cutting clean
Stood there in front of me
A name on a stone
Blood to bleed
Coming clean
Is this how I go?
Fate of the unknown
One point, one pace
Stood there in front of me
One point, one pace
The reaper waits
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Gassed Up Preston, UK
Hardcore/Grime
Preston, UK
Management: jonathan@elicitmusic.com
Bookings: shaun@elicitmusic.com
www.gassedupuk.com
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